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QISMI AVVAL AMAKI RAHIM

Amaki Rahim dar bistari bemori, ki hamsarash haftae kabl baroi u gusturda bud, khudro rohat his namekard. Bo ovozi past menolid. Dasthoyash khushku nogiro, kafhoyash reg vor durusht, poyhoyash beharakat, larzonu nimjon, chashmo- nash az harorati balandu dard sup – surkhu beruh shuda bu- dand. Ba laboni khushku az harorati balandi tab kafidavu parsingbastaash kholai Maysara- hamsarash bo pakhta ob me- chakond. Zabonash taroshaero memond, ki gahi chakidani ob shur bud yo talkh. Gohe khunuk mekhurdu gohe otash megirift. YAqin haroratash baland bud. Sarash bo ruymoli guld uzi mahkam bastagi, kurpai jildash az shustani ziyod rang- paridaro goh to taki manahash mekashidu goh bo poyhoi be- madorash az boloyash dur meandokht. Bo khohishi bemor ba bu- khori kholai Maysara tez – tez tapak memondu otash me- afrukht, to harorati khonaro yak nav nigoh dorad, ammo badi fursate amaki Rahim betoqat shuda khohish mekard, ki daru tirezaro kushoyand. Barobari kushodani tireza pardai safede, ki dar on aksi du kabutar gulduzi shuda bud, alvonj mekhurdu parandaho guiyo ba parvoz medaromadand. In lahzaho amaki Rahim ham mekhost, ki chun in parda va chun on kabutaron parvoz kunad, ammo dar in lahza u palangero me- mond, ki az hamjinsonash dur aftoda, vopasin ruzhoi umrashro dar tanhoi meguzaronad. Vujudash mesukht. Ob me- khost.
CHashmonashro pushid. Hoharash Sabohat kuzai obi chash- ma dar dast, kurtai navi sap – safed dar bar, ruymoli sholi kalon dar sar az payrohai kuhi guzashta, , khiromon sui ba- rodar meomad. Kuzaro az dasti khoharash giriftu ba joi ba lab burdan boloi sar bardosht. Obi chashma chun obi hayot ba jismu joni amaki Rahim halovat bakhshid. CHashmonashro kushod. Az on kuzai obi hayotbakhsh va khohari nozukandomash darake nabudu saru tanashro araqi shur tar karda. Labhoyash ro lesid. Tami shuriro his kard.
Amaki Rahim du moh boz khudro bad his mekard, yak haftai bistari budan kori khudro karda bud. Logar gar- didavu rangu ruyash parida, nuri chashmonash gum shuda. Mayusu gamgin sar az bolin namebardosht. Nolishi suzonash qalbi atrofiyonro resh – resh mesokht.
On ruz ba ayodati amaki Rahim khoharash Sabohat omada bud. CHun harvaqta du soat dar nazdi barodar nishastu mayli raftan kard.
– Sabojon, yak shabak bo man bimon. Ba tu guftanihoi ziyod doram. Okhir, dar khona kelin dori, ruzgorat osuda ast, – khohish kard amaki Rahim.
– Akajon, sad bor shukr, ki shumoro didamu vaqtam khush shud. Medoned – ku, yaznaaton odami badjahl, omada maro dar khona nabinad, khonavoda hama dar balo memonand. Hu- do khohad, badi du – se ruz boz meoyam.
– Hayr, khohari jon, az pasi khonavu darat shav, didorho to qiyomat, – guft amaki Rahim chashmonashro pushida.
Sabohat sarosema ba havli baromadu ohi purdard ka- shida, bo nugi ruymoli kalonash ashki chashmonashro toza karda, bo ovozi larzonu chashmoni giryon ba yangaash – Maysara gila namud:
– YAngajon, chi kor kunam? Barodaram khohish kard, ki shab monam. Nametavonam. Dilam ob shud. Hudo girad kismati badamro, ki yak umr dastnigari mardi gandadahan budam…
– Hohari jon, bisyor dilatro khun nakun. Inshoalloh, barodarat baquvvat ast, az Hudoi khud umed doram. Rahmi farzandonamro khurda, padarashonro dar peshoniamon megunjonad. Man be padarashon bo chor bacha chi kor meku- nam? – gufta, Sabohatro ba ogush kashidu domoni giryaro sar dod Maysara. Malum bud, ki ba guftahoyash bovar nadosht. Har du zani gamzada chun boroni navbahor giri- standu giristand…
Amaki Rahim dar vopasin nafashoyash hayotashro sahi- fagardon namuda, behtarin lahzahoi ruzgorashro peshi ru ovardan mekhost. CHashmonashro pushid. Davrai javoniash- ro ba yod ovardani shud: muyassarash nagasht. Boz otash gi- rift, garm shud. Host hamsarashro jeg zanad, ki tirezaro kushoyad: ovozash nabaromad. Holai Maysara az pushti mehmon baroi gusel baromada bud.
Muysafed zur zada, jussaashro az bistar raho kardan khost, to daqiqae bishinad. Natavonist. Ba atrof nigoh kard: asoyash, ki chand ruzi okhir ba on dast narasonda bud, dar nazdi bistarash meistod. Bo dastoni larzon onro gi- rifta, bo tamomi neru onro ba shishai tireza neyu ba takh- tai on guzoshta tela dod. Tireza kalon kushoda shud. Nasimi foram voridi khona gasht. Muysafed nafasi chuqur kashid. Holai Maysara shitobon ba khona daromada khitob kard:
– CHi gap shud, muysafed!? Tarsidam…
– Ochash, natars. Dilam tang shud, tirezaro kushodam, metavoni onro bipushi. Hunuk khurdam. Rav, az payi korat shav! Man ham kor doram… – guftu chashmonashro pushid.
Az du bari ruyash ashk meshorid. CHun navori film hayotash ohista az peshi nazar guzasht: Kudakii u ba solhoi pesh az jangi Olmon rost omada bud. Dar on jang az har khona yak – du nafari qurbon shudaand. Padari Rahim niz okhirhoi so- li 1944 – um az tiri dushman kushta shud, khatti siyoh khonai onhoro siyohtar az shabi tor namud. Ohu nolai modar va se khoharash dili uro resh mekard. Salomatii modar va khoharonash ham khub nabud. Az sardi va gurusnagi azob me- kashidand. Modar bo umed nasihatash mekardu hamzamon vasiyat:
– Bachajonam, aknun tu yagona mardi khonai. Badi sari man khoharonatro tanho namon…
Badi yak hafta az olam chashm pushid, modar.
Hoharonashro ba Honai kudakon suporidandu uro ba khidmati harbi davat kardand. Garchande dar komissaria- ti harbi fahmondand, ki Rahim sardori oila ast, behuda baromad. CHoni qadbaland ki bud, uro ba khizmati bahri firistodand. Se sol khidmat kard. Soli avval az nadoni- stani zaboni rusi azob kashid, sipas hamaash khub shud.
Badi adoi khidmat az payi yoftani khoharonash shud. Du khohari khurdash az kasalii domana favtida, khohari ka- loni – Sabohat maktabro khatm mekard. Onho bo ohu nolai suzon hamdigarro ba ogush kashida, az taqdiru qismati badashon ashk rekhtand. Lanat ba jangu jangjuyon guftand. u dar kolkhoz kor karda, khoharashro bo obru ba shavhar barovard. Sabohat dar oilai serfarzande az dehai ham- soya kelin shud. Du sol farzand nayoft. Husuru khushdoma- nash odamoni johil budand. Dar du – se moh yak marotiba ijozati khonai barodar omadan dosht. Badi du soat ba khonaash barmegasht. Barodar boshad, mekhost khoharashro tez – tez binad. Har gohe khabargiri ravad, qoshu qavoqi khusuru khushdomani uro sakht girifta medid. Bore, ba khoharash, khonai u omada bud,guft:
Sabohatjon, khohari azizam, ba khonai khub naaftidai. Biyo, judo shav. Hudam ruzatro bo shohi meguzaronam.
Akajon, az hayoti man dar tashvish mabosh. Hamaash khub meshavad. Hama dagalii khonavoda az befarzandii man ast. Hudo khohad, ba nazdiki modar meshavam…
Az shunidani in khushkhabar barodar khursand shuda, tuhfahoi bisyor kharidu khoharashro khudash ba khonai shavhar burd…
Rahim ham badi chand hafta khonador shud, bo tuyu ta- mosho va havasi ziyod. Badi panj soli khonadori az befar- zandi chudo shudand. Bori duvum ham farzand nayoft. Bori sevum ba zani shavharmurdai kudakdor izdivoj kard. Ba havliash po guzoshtani Maysara va Murod khayru safo ovard.
Laboni parsingbastaash mayli tabassum kardand.
Payu qadami Maysara va Murod hayoti uro tagyir dod. Pisari yakum, duvum va sevum. payi ham ba olam oma- dand.
– Oh, falak, oh, falaki beshafqat! – nolish kard muy- safed. – Falaki bevafo, naguzoshti, ki farzandonamro khononam, tuyu tamosho doda, khonador kunam, rohati onhoro binam. Okhir, murdan namegurezad – ku! Omadani marg bebozgasht ast. Afsus…
Amaki Rahim kholai Maysararo nazdash khonda khohish kard:
– Ochash, hamsoyaamon Toshaliro davat kun.
– Tinji ast, muysafed? Ba amaki Toshali chi kor dored?
– Ochash, gapro ziyod nakunu firist bachahoro ba khonai Toshali. Az u yak chizro pursidan mekhoham.
Badi chande Toshali davida ba havli daromadu:
– Hamsoyajon, chi shud!? – azbaski ahli deha az bemorii amaki Rahim khabar doshtand, iztirobashro pinhon nakarda pursid.
Maysara kitf darham kashida posukh gardonid:
– Namedonam, nazdi amakaton daroed.
Muysafed az omadani Toshali khursand shud. Onho dar tanhoi suhbat kardand. Badi nim soat Toshali bo amaki Rahim khayrukhush namuda, ba havli baromadu tabassumi ramzdore kard.
– Hamsoyajon, muysafed chi gap doshtaast? – pursid Maysara nugi ruymolashro zeri dandon karda.
– Hoharam, rosti gap, maqsadi amaki Rahimro nafahmi- dam. U chi tavr payvand kardani olu va gelosro pursid. Guft, ki nasib boshad, bahoron yakchand darakhtro payvand khohad kard. Inshoalloh, bemorii muysafed ru ba behbud ovardaast, modome ki bahoron niyati payvand kardani da- rakhtonro dorad, – guft Toshali va bo tabassumi maleh bo khonavoda khayrukhush karda, az havli baromad.
Obi juybore, ki az shafati havli meguzasht, imruz khele loy bud. Odatan, ruzhoe, ki boroni sel meborid, ob chunin rang megirift, ammo imruz boron naboridaast.CHaro ob loy ast? Az vazidani nasimi sabuk barghoi khazoni zardu surkhshudai darakhtoni havli va bogchai nazdi khona shibir – shibirkunon alvonj khurda, guiyo raqskunon ba rui havli me- rekhtand. Az shab boz betoqati va ullosi sagi Haybari gushburidai chuponi ba dili khonavoda siyohi mekorid. Sagi chashmonash obravu gamoluda girdi sutuni dolon charkh meza- du duzdida – duzdida sui tirezai pastaki khonai khobi amaki Rahim nigoh mekard. Meguyand, ki sagi vafodor az peshoma- di nokhush peshtar az digar makhlukoti khona ogoh meshavad.
– Ochash, Murodjonro ba nazdam bikhon, – dastur dod amaki Rahim.
Holai Maysara khomushona lab gazida, ba havli baromad. Soyai haros dilashro siyoh karda bud. Murodro, ki ba toza kardani ogil mashgul bud, ba nazdi padarash khond. YAk sar govi dusho, gusola va du gusfandu se buz sarvati in oila ba hisob meraft. Holai Maysara har ruz panj – shash litr shir dushida, yak litrashro baroi khonavoda istifoda mekar- du digarashro furukhta, sarfi kambudi ruzgor menamud.
Murod molkhonaro toza ruftu namaksangi kalonero az yak gushai ogil kasholakunon ba nazdi okhuri gov ovard. Govi qashqai peshonasafed zabonashro barovarda, ba lesidani namak ogozid. Az tirezachai khurdakaki ogil porui gunkar- daashro ba berun partoftu baroi tapak dar yak jo jam kard va dastonashro shusta, liboshoyashro afshondu muzahoi ker- zashro, ki makhsus dar kori sahro va ogil mepushid, dar zeri dolon az po kashida, yak su guzoshtu ba khona daromad.

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