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Donishjuyoni khushhol: Tanaffus – 20 daqiqa guftam man ba donishjuyon“. In qadar kam“ javob dodaand onho “. Iltimos 30 daqiqa muhlat dihed”. “ Hub to 15 to kam, 7 ammo badan zud bargarded “ zero mo holo kori bisyor dorem.
“Tashakkuri ziyod, shumo khelo mehruboned“ guftand onho va ba berun raftand.
Man na on qadar mehrubonam, tanho…. Man ham boyad 30 daqiqa dam bigiram. Dars khelo mushkil ast. Hama khastaand, man niz hamchunin. Bi- lokhira tanaffus shud. In kursi zabonomuzi khelo dushvor va sakht ast. Har ruz muddati chor soat zaboni olmoni meomuzem. Dushvor ast baroi donishjuyon, baroi omuzgor niz. CHor soat barnomai tasirnok va cho- libu diqqatjalbkunanda. Donishjuyon har ruz pas az nisfiruzi bozivu khushholi mekhohand.
Honumon v janobon! Imruz man ba shumo mavzui..ro sharh mediham.
Akkuzativ ba haysi Aperativ va joyivazshavii kalima ba haysi had- di imkon. Helo mutaassifam, zero na hama donishjuyon ba dars diqqati makhsus dorand. Imruz khele ruzi dushvor bud. Hama beholand, kase khohishi sukhan kardanro nadorad. Ammo in ham meguzarad. Havo boshad dar berun 30 daraja ast. Na on qadar havoi khub baroi donishomuzon. Dar Utoqi donishju chi daracha ast?
Na, farq nadorad, holo tanaffus ast ku. Qahva va yakchand shirini … boz davom mediham korro. Man ba misli harvaqta ba qahvakhonai donishgoh meravam. Man mekhoham tanho bosham. Man boyad kame istirohat karda orom shavam. Ammo bazan vaqt donishjuyon meoyandu az man chizero suol mekunand. Dar vaqti dars tamoman gap namezanand va holo dar tanaffus boshad gayriintizor meoyand. Ammo ba in nigoh nakarda man ba savolhoi onho javob meguyam. YAk darsi khurdi alohida va bo hamin tanaffus niz ba anjom rasid. Va boz bazan vaqt man khudro az donishjuyon pinhon medoram. Dar dahlez rui khudro bo majalla mepushonam.
To hol yak miz kholist. Man on jo menishinam. YAk qahva va yak shirini basanda ast. Dar pasi man yak guruh donishjuyon nishasta budand, 6-7 do- nishju. Hushbakhtona ki onho donishjuyoni man nestand.
Man ovozi khandaro az pushti khud shunidam. Guruhe ki dar pasi man nishasta budand onho khelo khushhol budand shukhi mekardand bo yakdigar suhbatho mekardand. Dar haqiqat in khub ast va boyad chunin boshad. Baroi chi donishjuyoni guruhi man chunin nestand? Man yakchand kalimahoyashon- ro shunidam: Konsert, seminar, muzdi soati kori. Voqean ham hayoti donishjuyon ajib ast.
Ziddiyat bayni onhovu donishjuyoni guruhi man mavjud ast. Dar da- vomi dars mo dar borai mavzui yakzayl gap mezanem: Man meguyam ba- chaho! Onho bazeashon «labbay» meguyand, bazeashon tamoman javob namedihand. In yak holati ajib ast. Holo tanaffus ast, onho bo zaboni modarii khud bo yakdigar sukhan meguyand, zero holo ozodand.
Ba har hol in guruh donishjuyoni khub dorad. Ba onho menigaram va davroni javonii donishjuiyam ba yodam meoyand.
Pas az qahvanushi dubora ba dars barmegardam. Zero vazifai man ast shavqu zavqi ononro ba dars bedor namoyam. Ba soatam menigaram, allakay du daqiqai dars guzashtaast. Man kame der kardam ammo khech boke nadorad. Zero in sabab dorad. Mekhostam dar dokhili sinfkhona nigaram va bubinam, ki donishjuyon dar nabudani man ba chi kore mashgul hastand. Dar dasti hamaashon telefon bud, tanho du nafar telefon nadoshtand va bo ham suhbat mekardand.
Ruziqulov Farzon – donishjui kursi seyumi guruhi 310, ikhtisosi olmoni
